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*lagu fav kedua dari Rayhan Noor setelah Easy* I'll Be Around Rayhan Noor when the lights are fading and it starts to rain i wonder where  you are tonight all the times  i've wasted on myself i know i should've gave you more it's really true  when they say you'll only miss it  when it's gone and you wonder why  it was so hard to see i miss you and all the things  we haven't do and all the things  i haven't said to you i wish i could turn back the time and let you know that i'll be around it's really true  when they say you'll only miss it  when it's gone and you wonder why  it was so hard to see i miss you and all the things  we haven't do and all the things  i haven't said to you i wish i could turn back the time and let you know that i'll be around after all this time all that i know everything  is coming back to

*Hampir selalu jadi lagu pengawal pagiku. "Take it easy on your heart" seolah jadi mantra di pagi hari.* Easy Rayhan Noor Staring at the roof of my bedroom How did it end up like this Years gone by, still stuck in the gloom I wanna get away When did it all go wrong? I wanna give it try again Where did i mess it up? Oh tell me now I must admit that i tried too hard I must admit that i want it too bad Take it easy on your heart Take it easy on your heart I wouldn't mind if i try giving all that i've got but i wont sleep past the midnight not anymore not anymore When did it all go wrong? I wanna give it try again Where did i mess it up? Oh tell me now I must admit that i tried too hard I must admit that i want it too bad Take it easy on your heart Take it easy on your heart *** *pertama kali tau rayhan noor karena hindia, lomba sihir. beberapa waktu lalu baru aja ngeluarin lagu baru,

hai,  dua belas tujuh dua ribu dua puluh selamat datang dua puluh tujuh hahaha nggak kerasa akhirnya sampai juga meskipun rasanya masih jadi anak kecil yang nggak tau apa-apa ... sebenernya pingin nulis ini pas tanggal dua belas tapi ternyata meleset ini udah tanggal empat belas dan masih jadi draf. semoga niat terkumpul dan bisa menyelesaikan yang sudah dimulai ini ... ini udah masuk bulan agustus. tepatnya tanggal dua (tanggal tiga dini hari). aku baru sempat melanjutkan lagi. ... jadi,  ada apa dengan dua puluh tujuh? dulu pernah ditanya oleh seseorang, "kamu pingin nikah umur berapa ris?" lalu kujawab, "dua puluh tujuh." entahlah, aku merasa itu angka sakral, umur ideal untuk menikah, menurutku. lalu tahun ini aku sampai, pada angka sakral itu. barangkali angka hanyalah angka. bahkan saat ini aku masih merasa belum pantas. di samping, emang calonnya belum ada hahaha. pun menurutku,  menikah tak hanya soal angka. menikah bukan hal mudah. ini tentang kesiapan, lah